Those posts on here that are supposed to be body positive and talk about how it’s not your purpose to lose weight and you don’t have to lose weight and losing weight isn’t import and so on aren’t.. Very helpful.
I’ve lost a fair amount of weight, and these posts feel shaming to me, like I shouldn’t be losing weight. Like that’s a bad thing. That wanting to be smaller is bad.
I just.. Fuck, dude. I know society and the media have warped us into only seeing skinny as beautiful.. But I’m not necessarily doing it to please others. It’s surely confidence boosting, but it’s making me happier than anyone else.
Even though it’s not really something I’m controlling.